| Email To God November 9, 2000 Justene Martin |
Hey God, are you online? Are you really there? I'm feeling a little bit lonely here I'm not ungrateful for the things you give But loneliness seems to be no way to live. I know you're my husband, that's all well and good But right now I could really use a good hug. I know there is nothing from you I can hide So you know very well I have this "lusty" side. Now I don't want to mess up and I don't want to sin You know perfectly well, what a pickle I'm in. I need you Lord, to be my guide But can I expect help for my "lusty" side? Dying to self is hard, I need Grace, If you want me to stay in this lonely place My needs and wants are many, it's true. If they're wrong please take them so I can be close to you So answer my message Lord, stay on the line Til these tears stop flowing and the joy's again mine. In the meantime, God, could you please rush a bit? Bring me someone to love before my soul has a fit! |